eulogy to an almost lover.

should i have known...
i should have stayed by your side.
i should have made up for the long time i have ignored you.
i should have been there for you.

yet all i have now are what-if's and if only's..
that would never bring you back..

i cannot go to the ocean
i cannot drive the streets at night
i cannot wake up in the morning
without you on my mind
so you're gone and i'm haunted
and i bet you are just fine..


wherever you go, my prayers are with you..

ps. i know i haven't told you this but..
yes, i love you.